My body feels like a morgue
Times have become challenging
Loved ones known for deception
Feelings of extreme isolation

Depression hanging above me
Depreciation the cutting remark
Crying floods of painful tears
Drowning in my own sorrows

Intoxicating is my loneliness
Future bleak as darkened clouds
Darkness shadowing my future
Relationships meaning nothing

Faithless partnerships my future
Trust is lost with my confidantes
The closer I get with someone
The quicker I predict dissolution

The cold blocking off warmth
My soul shivering with fear
Insecurity creeping behind me
Digging deep in human debt

No more existing consolidation
No shelter is strong enough
I’m a stranger in my own soul
My future visions me all alone

Rahul N Singh