Monthly Archives: November 2010

The most insane thing that was created was love. I mean, what was God thinking? Love is so manipulative, it is so cunning, so sly. Why would God create something evil like love? It causes break ups, heart aches, destroys families. Wait a second!

Think.

Don’t stop thinking, why are you reading on for?

Think for half a minute just about nothing.

Then for another half of a minute, think about the times when you have been hurt due to love in some form or another.

If you need more time, then think for a bit longer.

 

Stop thinking and now read. Now read what I say twice. First time –  think of any associated memories. Second time – without memories.

“I have been cheated on, I can’t believe it. My heart is about to break. In fact, I feel that everything is crumbling  beneath me. My head is going to explode. How could they do this to me? I did nothing wrong. I just loved. Loving isn’t bad. My heart was true. So why did they hurt me? My heart wanted them so badly. It was pure. My feelings were definitely pure. I have no doubt. I have no expectations. I didn’t have any. I can’t believe I was lied to. The truth always comes out. What were they thinking? I want them back. I am desperate for them to come back to me. I am going to lose faith in everything. I am going to ignore anyone that asks me out. I am going to stay committed in getting them back. I am not going to move on. But what if they don’t come back? I think I should move on. I should. Yes. That is the right thing. They cheated on me, that means my love is more stronger, it is more resilient. They lied to me, my honesty deserves someone who is honest about their love. The person I was crying about was not honest about their love. So was their love true? No, it can’t be. That means that my love is not true. They hurt me because they were honest in being dishonest. I did have expectations but not anymore. I expected them to love me or to come back. I need someone who has no expectations to. I need someone who grants me freedom to be me and that I can grant them freedom to be themselves. I want to hold hands of that person who can show me love in the honest way. But where can I find that person? Is it easy? Do I go for the next person who asks me out? Do I go for the one who seems decent? Do I go for the one who doesn’t flaunt themselves? Do I go for the one that doesn’t flirt much at the beginning? Do I go for the one that seems understanding? Do I go for the one that offers sound advise? Do I go for the one that definitely stands out from the crowd as a person? I am not going to use my mind in this. My heart tells me to go for the decent one. My heart is telling me that love cannot have pain and it cannot cause pain. My heart tells me that love, the true and honest love is the one that even if it leaves, it has no pain. For that love is eternal. Like in the movies, in the books and in the poems. But can I allow such a free-thinker in my life? Will I accept such a being? I guess I got to try. I got to try and make my life better. It can only get better if I choose the best person who loves their own life. I got to choose a better partner to become a better human being myself. I pledge that is what I am going to search for this lover!”

 

Unfortunately, the person that pledged to this has died. For that person is eternal. That person has become love and lives through the breaths of love. But that person only died when he met the love of their life. Their lives merged into one and love became the unifying factor. It seems impossible but they have lost all identity. In fact, they call each other heart and soul!

 

Enjoy the test of love!

 

Lots of love and God bless.

Rahul N Singh


Life is going on and on,

Your breath is a con.

It can be stolen,

Your soul is falling.

 

Live life to the max,

Happiness has no tax.

Sacrifice the sad times,

For happiness and it’s chimes.

 

It is a wonderful life,

Forget about the after-life.

It’s about the new moments,

Become part of its sweet scent.

 

Forget about the ego drama,

Don’t get involved with karma,

Heaven is at your feet,

God’s love is sweeter than sweet.

 

Death loses it’s own secrecy,

It exists in the highest ecstasy.

Life truly has no end,

It is a path blinded with bends.

 

Lots of love and God bless.

Rahul N Singh


Tell me what’s your advise,

Come on Miss. I am so wise.

Choose your friends carefully,

Cos’ they are all down on me.

 

I’m saving your heart from break,

Let’s give this ego a little shake.

They are after your mind and body,

Pretending to be a special somebody.

 

When this becomes an unfolded drama,

I’m gonna regretfully say ‘it’s your karma’

You can deal with your own bullshit,

I no longer find you sexy or fit.

 

Rejecting what is true from my heart,

In the future they will say ‘you’re a tart’

I could have added some icing of respect,

I taught you how to truly introspect.

 

You were my one and only Mumtaz;

From ‘this is’, you have become ‘this was’.

Look at the depths of your heart debts,

You can’t blink in case you miss my threat.

 

The situation is clear and not hazy,

You can’t make it work cos’ you’re lazy.

Your ignorance is always in my face,

You no longer have my heart in a chase.

 

I’m over you and your bad vibes,

Your innocence is a devilish jibe.

I’m no longer in your cage,

Please start acting your age.

 

I have the love of the millions,

Their love gives me that ignition.

They take me to a next stage,

Their love is the true rage.

 

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Lots of love and God bless.

Rahul N Singh


This post is about the discussion of the poem Quest of Life. I was asked to write something inspirational and the biggest inspiration for me is the very less hyped up topic of death. Is it slightly wrong to be infatuated by the concept of death? Or is it because of the mysteriousness that surrounds the whole being of it. Death I believe is the true birth and birth is the true death. So actually you are dead when you think you have been given life. The fact is we lose the energy of life once social conditioning enters our consciousness. Then the journey becomes one of finding ourselves, that energy of life once again. It is very hard to do and that is why I like Quest of Life, it is pure in terms of knowing what it wants. So let’s get down to the discussion of it.

The quest of life remains open to question,
Why is it asking a question creates hesitations?
Life is a quest for simple answers
A true genius remains a freelancer.

The fact is, do we know what the true quest to life is? Nobody knows but everybody knows. This is the paradox of it all. The quest of life is to simply live life. Then we are always told not to ask questions. You will hear your parents, teachers, Gurus, family, friends, work colleagues say ‘Don’t say this and that?’. ‘He is a learned person, so don’t question him!’ If we can’t question the so-called ‘learned’ person then what is the point of his existence. He might aswell be a mute. Never stop to question. Do not hesitate. If you don’t understand something, then question the layers of it. Even question me, I am willing to go to the dock of your court. Even if you are not satisfied with the answer, then say you are not. It is not stupid to an answer that is probably half-baked or even set out to confuse you. The answers must be simple, you must be able to feel them then you can accept them. It says that a ‘true genius remains a freelancer‘. This line can be taken to any level. A genius has no limits, has no boundaries, has no conditions, hence they are called a freelancer. They can do anything because they love what they do, they love the thrill. And that is what life should be, a thrill. We should wake up feeling as if we were just born. Free from anything that may restrict our thinking. This is why a genius is never controlled, instead they control. They may not control your life but they are further ahead than you will ever be. They have control over their own lives, their own individuality.

The soul of Yours and mine has to roam,
The quest goes from my home to Your Home.
My people do you feel down and out now,
Is your heart feeling extremely low?

This verse talks about the soul. In the first line of this stanza, it is about God and one’s soul that has to roam. A pretty humble thought to put God on a humane level. The reason why I say that the soul of God should roam is because he is the one that grants us the life in death. Therefore, it leads to the next line, which sums up the previous line, that the quest of God and ours, is to find the home we want. God may be wanting my home, but I want to go to His home. The bottom line is that don’t think God is in one place, he is everywhere. Then the next two lines go to the humane level, it talks about emotions that tie us down, that limit us from being a genius, that limits our journey and our quest. You don’t have to believe in God, whatever you have faith in is great. Having faith in yourself is just as important as having faith in a God. Remember having faith in yourself and possessing an ego are different, one is humility and the other is arrogance.

The answer is to meditate on the Lord,
The Lord is your shield and your sword.
Meditate and grab your knowledge,
In adversity I’ll remember you and that’s my pledge.

This stanza deals with meditating on the Lord, or the energy that you want to believe in. Silence is a God. It has everything in there. Everything can drown in silence. Therefore, that becomes your protection (shield) and your weapon (sword). This does not mean you kill people. This means that you will kill your inner demons only. Then it goes on talking about grabbing your knowledge. People have stopped learning because they think they know everything. You know nothing and no matter how many theories, books you have read, documentaries you have seen and even the so-called ‘news’, it can never be enough. But the knowledge I am talking about here is the knowledge of knowing yourself. The knowledge of life in death. And when you are in your worst times then remember what you believe in and make that your pledge. Whatever gives us the essence to live, the energy to live, that is your God. Nothing else can be your God even if you tried. Only that what gives you the happiness in having the next breath. In your worst times, this energy will give you happiness. That is why I disagree with fearing God. How can you fear something that gives you happiness? You think that God really gives two damns about judging you? Get over yourself. He is judging what you do when you are spontaneous, not when you have calculated your response. Never fear God. When you fear God, you have lost moments in loving God. So don’t waste time in trying to be good and force to impress God. Just simply become good and leave an impression to God.

You have to figure what upsets you,
Most likely the findings will be true.
Where is my life going to end?
Or is death simply a new bend?

What is the biggest upset in the world, that humans find a reason to be upset. Any tiny little reason. ‘I can’t find love.’ Start loving yourself then maybe someone else can love you. ‘Can’t find decent guys or girls!’ Well, start making decent and well thought out decisions. ‘We can’t be friends because it can’t work out.’ Nothing in your life will work out. Why do we limit ourselves to ‘No’s’ ‘maybe’s’! What happened to the word ‘Yes.’ When can we look in the mirror and say you know what, I am at fault. The fact is when you figure out what upsets you, you will find that it is your own mind, heart and soul that upsets you. Then you start wondering where is my life going to end? What can you do to make sure you die a happy person. But then, the more you look into the life, the more you will realise that death is simply something that is mysterious and must be accepted that way. Just like God. Just simply see life as another bend that somehow will showcase a paradise in front of you. Paradise is not in terms of a visual accept. For me, paradise is pure darkness, pure emptiness.

I am worried about leaving this world,
But can I face death when it finally calls?
Is death as cold as I imagine it to be?
Or is it simply sitting by a wishing tree?

The biggest worry in life is death. What would happen to the world that is in front of us. Will it all disappear? Well, think about it, do you think about you great-great grandparents? No. You probably don’t give a damn about them. Don’t think you are popular because you have like 500 or more friends on facebook. Most of them will not even give a damn that you are dead or alive. There are only a few people that are genuine and that is honesty. I only care about 15-20 friends on my facebook, the rest is purely there for inspiration for a script! So what would happen when I die. Please just let those 15-20 friends be there. I don’t care if death calls. In fact, I don’t care about my funeral because I will not be attending it. Just burn me and put me in a river. But let me die first! I deliberately mentioned ‘fire’ and death is not cold. It is the warmest feeling. You are free from your problems. No money issues, family issues, friend issues, court cases or work-related issues. No problems and that is freedom. The best thing to do is be free right now. Don’t give a damn about anything but care about it. Love everything and everything will love you. It isn’t optimism, it is what gets me through the days where there is ultimate sorrow in my heart. Death could be us sitting by a wishing tree, similar like to the one they show in Avatar. What a lovely experience that would be. Just wishing away and in fact, once you are dead, I don’t think you will have any wishes. I think you will be free from the social bonds. The wish when you are dead will only be that you remain dead.

My questions have no answer today,
For death is my soul’s only way.
What happens after death is no issue,
But God shut me down without a cue.

The answers will not be given today, it is simple. Unless you die today, there will be no way. Your soul has to move on from being trapped or attached to the cage of your body. When you die, only then will you find the answers to everything. After death, like I said before that you will have no issues. You will have no care in the world. But my prayer is that if I die, I just want to burn out like a candle. I just want to go. I don’t want it to be slow. I don’t care about the pain. I just want to go. Lights out. I want no cue, no little clue. This is a body, it has to go so who am I to need a cue. ‘Shut me down’ sounds as if the body is a machine, well, if you are dying a slow death in hospital, you will most likely be on a life-support machine.

Having embraced the worst possibility,
Being in Your Presence will be my reality.
The dream is a reality and the reality is a dream,
The Lord and myself will one day become a team.

Today, the worst possibility is death but when you have embraced it. When you are in love with the concept then God comes to you. It may not be God, it may be pure love, the true love. In fact, if you have a partner who is like that then you are in for the most amazing time in your life. They can never disappoint you as lovers. Their presence of love that they have embraced, simply rubs off unto you. That is amazing. It is not death that you truly embrace, it is the Pure Love or God that you make your reality. In human terms, you are a dead man. But it is the best for anybody to be made of that Pure Love. The third line here is my favourite because there is no dream and there is no reality. Everything is a simple ILLUSION. The ILLUSION of DENIAL. Once you accept love, then that is the only existence. And the final line is about becoming a team with Love or the Lord. One day, it can happen. It is about belief. But if you have somebody that has embraced this Pure Love, stay near them. They will show you positivity, they will see positivity in everything. There is no limits to the possibilities and they will show you this. They may get down and may be upset for a day but they rise much quicker than us normal beings. Become the Pure Love and watch the world change around you. Don’t expect people to change but expect a change from within you and without you.

 

Lots of love and God bless,

Rahul N Singh

 


The quest of life remains open to question,
Why is it asking a question creates hesitations?
Life is a quest for simple answers
A true genius remains a freelancer.

The soul of Yours and mine has to roam,
The quest goes from my home to Your Home.
My people do you feel down and out now,
Is your heart feeling extremely low?

The answer is to meditate on the Lord,
The Lord is your shield and your sword.
Meditate and grab your knowledge,
In adversity I’ll remember you and that’s my pledge.

You have to figure what upsets you,
Most likely the findings will be true.
Where is my life going to end?
Or is death simply a new bend?

I am worried about leaving this world,
But can I face death when it finally calls?
Is death as cold as I imagine it to be?
Or is it simply sitting by a wishing tree?

My questions have no answer today,
For death is my soul’s only way.
What happens after death is no issue,
But God shut me down without a cue.

Having embraced the worst possibility,
Being in Your Presence will be my reality.
The dream is a reality and the reality is a dream,
The Lord and myself will one day become a team.

Lots of love and God bless

Rahul N Singh


Stand up and fight the system,

Corruption is causing mayhem.

Rising taxes and transport fares,

The poor are suffering and that’s not fair.

 

Raise your thoughts into voices,

You have the freedom to change your choices.

Don’t stop the battle mid-way,

Stop only until you got your own way.

 

Forget about the polluted hierarchy,

Let them scream ‘It’s anarchy!’

It’s your time to make a change,

Answer me, are we on the same page?

 

They don’t care and issue us a ticket,

Our taxes filling their massive pockets,

It’s your life that they are destroying,

Your words and actions need to start shining.

 

Our spirits can put an end to capitalism,

Capitalism has all the free thinkers locked in a prison.

Politicians have ignored our requests,

Don’t fool our actions as a weak quest.

 

What would happen if we stopped buying?

Will you accept the Government saying ‘We are trying?’

They don’t want to see changes so rapid,

Don’t let our changes have an applause that’s tepid.

 

Let’s get together and collectively

Try and make our lives more lively.

Let’s get down to the basics of unity

And remove all the unnecessary diversity.

 

This injustice makes me want to scream,

They are watching us on CCTV stream.

Big Brother you are running out of luck,

Cos’ frankly I’ve stopped giving a fuck!

 

Bang! Shot down! Get back up!

I’m never gonna stop even if I drop!

This is the people’s political showdown,

Let’s remove their self-imposed crowns.

 

This fight is for my unborn and gifted children,

I’m not gonna allow their future’s burn.

It is time to create the peaceful resolution,

And create the unity in diversity revolution!

 

Stay blessed and hang in there people! Respect to the students fighting to save their education. Education should be free. They are making you pay for knowledge so that the nation loses its intellectuals. Those very intellectuals that would fight the system. Have the faith and continue this revolution!

 

Lots of love and God bless,

Rahul N Singh


It’s an love and hate relationship,

Our hearts are like sinkin’ ships.

Love can be as pure as gold,

At the auction I’m saying ‘Heart SOLD!’

 

Getting your love is my dream,

Watchin’ Inception as a video stream.

Subconsciously you still love me,

Our souls have gone through the extreme.

 

In this moment; it looks one-sided,

It would change if our bodies collided.

My love is layered within layers,

I simply don’t want to be a heart slayer.

 

Atleast give me and you this one last chance,

See if we can transform it into a wedding dance.

Let’s not fight and ignore our attractions,

Let’s give our lives that extra satisfaction.

 

True love is one of my best abilities,

It matches my multi-functional personalities.

I’m yours until the final invitation,

My death will only be your perception.

 

Lots of love and God bless,

Rahul N Singh

 



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