The most insane thing that was created was love. I mean, what was God thinking? Love is so manipulative, it is so cunning, so sly. Why would God create something evil like love? It causes break ups, heart aches, destroys families. Wait a second!

Think.

Don’t stop thinking, why are you reading on for?

Think for half a minute just about nothing.

Then for another half of a minute, think about the times when you have been hurt due to love in some form or another.

If you need more time, then think for a bit longer.

 

Stop thinking and now read. Now read what I say twice. First time –  think of any associated memories. Second time – without memories.

“I have been cheated on, I can’t believe it. My heart is about to break. In fact, I feel that everything is crumbling  beneath me. My head is going to explode. How could they do this to me? I did nothing wrong. I just loved. Loving isn’t bad. My heart was true. So why did they hurt me? My heart wanted them so badly. It was pure. My feelings were definitely pure. I have no doubt. I have no expectations. I didn’t have any. I can’t believe I was lied to. The truth always comes out. What were they thinking? I want them back. I am desperate for them to come back to me. I am going to lose faith in everything. I am going to ignore anyone that asks me out. I am going to stay committed in getting them back. I am not going to move on. But what if they don’t come back? I think I should move on. I should. Yes. That is the right thing. They cheated on me, that means my love is more stronger, it is more resilient. They lied to me, my honesty deserves someone who is honest about their love. The person I was crying about was not honest about their love. So was their love true? No, it can’t be. That means that my love is not true. They hurt me because they were honest in being dishonest. I did have expectations but not anymore. I expected them to love me or to come back. I need someone who has no expectations to. I need someone who grants me freedom to be me and that I can grant them freedom to be themselves. I want to hold hands of that person who can show me love in the honest way. But where can I find that person? Is it easy? Do I go for the next person who asks me out? Do I go for the one who seems decent? Do I go for the one who doesn’t flaunt themselves? Do I go for the one that doesn’t flirt much at the beginning? Do I go for the one that seems understanding? Do I go for the one that offers sound advise? Do I go for the one that definitely stands out from the crowd as a person? I am not going to use my mind in this. My heart tells me to go for the decent one. My heart is telling me that love cannot have pain and it cannot cause pain. My heart tells me that love, the true and honest love is the one that even if it leaves, it has no pain. For that love is eternal. Like in the movies, in the books and in the poems. But can I allow such a free-thinker in my life? Will I accept such a being? I guess I got to try. I got to try and make my life better. It can only get better if I choose the best person who loves their own life. I got to choose a better partner to become a better human being myself. I pledge that is what I am going to search for this lover!”

 

Unfortunately, the person that pledged to this has died. For that person is eternal. That person has become love and lives through the breaths of love. But that person only died when he met the love of their life. Their lives merged into one and love became the unifying factor. It seems impossible but they have lost all identity. In fact, they call each other heart and soul!

 

Enjoy the test of love!

 

Lots of love and God bless.

Rahul N Singh

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