I made a decision last night. I don’t know why and how. It was rather spontaneous and it felt good. I decided to get rid of my personal facebook profile. I felt like I didn’t connect with it anymore. I had lost the connection for over a couple of weeks. Maybe, there are hidden subconscious reasons behind it. One of the reasons is that I have a lot of ‘friends’ on there, who I don’t talk to. And also, it annoys me knowing that someone has rejected my facebook friend request and they have commented on other people’s statuses. And the fact that they ignore your presence on there, hurts even more. I am a very sensitive person, if people know me personally. I just have a way of not showing it. A little of pain is taken as an extreme but also a little bit of happiness is taken as an extreme too.
I am only off facebook on the personal level, the Fan Page of mine will still be active and the same with Twitter. However, maybe my return will be soon but I think it will be a good month. When I do come back on facebook, I will come back but will be deleting a lot of people because there is no connection. I will only keep those that are insane or if you are family. My personal facebook will be personal from now on. So if you do find yourself deleted then it is no hard feelings.
Now, if anyone believes that the above reasons is truly the main reason then you are wrong. The main reason is that I am writing a script at the moment. As some of you may know, writing is a killer. It is a drug. It makes you crazy – that is the side effect. Being on facebook is not healthy. But at the moment, the story for this new script is on another level. It takes a lot out of me and with the social frustrations of facebook – you can understand how it can be transformed into unnecessary anger. I want to avoid anger as much as I can. I have done well for a good two months in not getting angry. I want that to remain for long. Also, originality is not really appreciated much on facebook, so I think it is best I stay away for a while.
The blog will still be running as usual and poems, thoughts will still be posted every other day. Please enjoy and take in what I can give. But please do give me something about you so I can learn. I like meeting people who can make me question my own question. It is not that I don’t want to meet new people, I have twitter for that and I also have my facebook fan page for that. Meet me as a writer and I can show you so much. Meet me as me, I am shy, reserved and not very interesting.
Anyway, I hope you understand what I am saying and any questions – go ahead and fire them away. Otherwise, here is a little poem.
In the strands of my complications,
Comes the attack of my mind manipulation.
To gain knowledge of the vast universe,
Will be my knowledge to eventually disperse.
I’m alone in wandering the Divine Energy,
My soul and the Ultimate Energy a synergy.
Never stand as a face of conformity,
But divulge into the soul of originality.
Lots of love and God bless.
Rahul N Singh