It has been a few days since I have last written anything. I have been busy with my new home and getting the little things sorted. It has been quite a journey.
Every day I have been contemplating on that I need to write on my blog but due to my late nights, I was not able to commit to writing. Although, my heart was completely in making sure I could get some time to write.
This week has been about decisions and choices. The choices that we make on a daily choice is aplenty. We constantly have to decide on a choice and stick to it. The joy in choices and decisions is really the illusion that we are completely in control when really are not.
The choice to love is less a choice and more the natural way. If you are living according to your natural way of living. It appears without any true effort. It is the only way your soul knows how to be, however the pre-requisite is that you know and live as your soul.
I will keep this short and maybe have something a little longer but try and be aware of what is the natural way for you.
When we look into our own minds, we have to wonder where each thought has appeared from. We need to inquire into it’s origin? Also, has it caused limiting beliefs? Does it take away my freedom? Does it stop me from growing? Can I be in awareness with these type of thoughts for long?
If we decided to invest time and look into our mind, understand its nature and see how we can improve it, we would focus on making the most out of our mind – only when we understand that it knows its place, as a friend to my consciousness, not an enemy.
The space of ego is as large as you want it to be, and it can be the tiniest and even non-existent force in your life. It depends on how invested you are in keeping your ego. It is not that you can’t be spiritual if you have an ego. It is just that the vastness of spirituality will be smaller according to the vastness of the ego.
We all know what we need to do to grow, however the time and effort to do so, is totally something else. All I know is that observing the mind is a practice that needs to continue and continue, until it becomes clear on what the mind actually is.