Today, I was remembering a dear friend, my closest friend and who’s presence I deeply miss as each day passes by. How in one glance, all that I needed to say, was understood.
Sometimes, when I feel all alone, He is the first person that I think of and I smile in the sweet memories that I have of Him. Then an overwhelming sense of grief fills my eyes in the fact that He is physically no longer here.
It was beautiful to know that a human being existed that didn’t judge me, that didn’t make assumptions about me, that didn’t think the worst of me and I guess sometimes I wish everyone was like this.
His innocence that filled the room with love, His sweet nature made many rejoice and His absence gave meaning to a God that has lost meaning in the rising wave of material desires.
His silence filled a vacuum with an energy that buzzed, that tingled with grace and this is when God felt present in the human standing before me. Who could deny God whilst looking at Him?
Each day going by since He departed, has been difficult, each step more difficult than the last. I often wonder why I am still left here and then I realize that I am yet to complete the task that He gave to me.
Maybe we will meet again once the project of enlightenment is complete, then we shall sip on tea and eat digestive biscuits. I will be able to hear the melody in His voice and absorb His meditation contained in His silence.
Miss You my dear Baba ji, how I wish to tell you that your Rahul is nothing without his Hardev.
This is my first official post after self-publishing my new poetry book titled ‘You Are Seeking Me’. It consists of 101 poems and is available on Amazon in paperback and Kindle edition.
First of all, what is special about the book? It is my own thoughts, my feelings and my experiences that I want to share with you all. It is all about sharing with others and what can inspire others to change in their lives. You may not need to change but you may feel more at peace knowing that there is one more person that understands you.
If you like Kabir, Rabindranath Tagore, Blake, Walt Whitman or Rumi, you will love these poems. They talk about the mystical experience and how the eyes of wonder are in the eyes of the disciples. In fact, there is nothing but freedom expressed in the poems. It talks about getting rid of knowledge and being aware of the Greater Reality in life. It is about knowing that it is not just God or Existence that you must seek or even yourself that you must seek, whatever you seek is bound to be seeking you. Everything in this world is a beautiful paradox. There is no need to be confused about everything. How can we not be confused with all the chaos that surrounds us. It is a simple answer. Just live in the present moment with single-pointedness awareness. Concentrate on remaining present and the world will shower its gifts on you. The way we see life will be new, fresh and unique in its own way. Gone will be the mundane routine and you will live in harmonious newness. Be free and explore your self with my new poetry book available on Amazon.
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